You’ve heard the saying “be careful what you wish for” well it’s very true in many cases we don’t realise the power we actually have.  When you truly want something you can make it happen, if you look back then you will be able to find at least one instance where this has happened.  If you tuned in to yourself then you would realise that you can do this whenever you want.  Give it a go and see what happens and just keep practicing.